Kan lebih mahal nilai air mata itu kalau jatuhnya diatas tikar sejadah,apa guna dihabiskan airmata pada si dia yang telah pergi meninggalkan ku,sedangkan kasihnya Allah tak pernah pergi jauh dariku,aku bersyukur atas segala rahmat Mu,semoga dipermudahkan segala urusanku...

Thursday, May 22, 2008


Nope..she dosent sign offically the release...so,I still had the chance..huhu xDD..hurm..but now its up's 2 her decision..actualy this happened acuate long time ago(not long enough la kira agak bru la..asa2 lam 3 to 5 month ago kot)..hurm...but whatever ur decision thanx a lot to my mystery girl(I kept ur name secret)..u meant alot 2 me..knowing u were the best things that had happen in my life..u show 2 me what I never had felt in my entire life..its cool u know what I'm been felt upon u..never know I would felt like this before..damm...seriosly I said until now I can't stop thinking about u..sometimes I felt u were the most pretiest girl I met(actualy aku ada gak aku jumpa pompuan len lam idup aku yg aku rsa klo reality lae lawa dr ang...tpi cam hampeh tul..aku dok asa ang gak yg lawa..adoi..mayb aku dah buta kaler dah kot)...ha3...or mayb love that had made me blind??..huhu...sometimes when I heard ur voice I smile 4 no reason,while looking at you I can't see the others people around(ne jadi wak2 skali 2 time ang dok panggil2 aku,gilo nampak ang sorg ja org..tpi sat ja la,5 second kot)....I'm start 2 listening 2 slow song..freak man,that time I who used 2 heard a7x,cradle,atreyu...etc...metal stuff lah..ha3..suddenly had change my taste by listening 2 second serenade,plain white t...n many more..(adoi kira yg jiwang2 la..ha3)...n u always be my most priority..n sometimes when I know ur hang out with other guys I felt mad altought that guys were ur friends or mayb??..only u know the truth about this right..I'm not gona accuse u from someting ur didnt do..but the most wackiest things I've done were kept ur sms n read it over n over again(malu2..ha3..skang x wat dah la..time dulu2 nuh)..ha3..n one more I realize that I kept smiling to myself when I'm thinking of u..(ha3..those thing make me laugh when I think about it over again)..ha3 xDD..but the most best things n I'll never forget were we had a lot of in common,(are they already written or its just accidentaly??)...hurm..ok2..I'm understand..not ready??...please give me more solid reason..or mayb just give it a try??..there must be a firstime right when doing somethings in life??...like I just said..I'm not gonna force u..I'ts ur decision..so please make it wise..life must go on right..so what ever happened n what ever path u choose next u still be my best friend...hurm..eh..stop2..let move 2 another topic..ha3..(satgi others readers bengang lak keja cita sal ne jek)..wkakak xDD..weh chelsea kalah weh ngan mu libanat 2...cam sial..I guest the red satan use bomoh 2 win..ha3...adoi terry2..how do you kick...hurm..mayb the red satan had put spell on you..ha3 xDD...btw..I hate that cs ronaldo(muka cam)..wkakkaka xDD...dah la dok wat skill acah2 bley last2 x msuk..wkakka xDD...cam sial..pas2 nangeh guling2 plak cam budak2 ..wkakakak xDD...but its a fight match that had 2 bring 2 penalty kick..its ok avram..next time try harder..alex a.k.a (red satan jeneral)..wkakak xDD..tobat dok wat syok..x pa2..just go celebrate in narakka..wkakakaka xDD...

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Felt refreshed..huhu

I just woke up..today I'm not going 2 school..(ha3..tuang lagi)..wkakaka xDD...Its because yasterday when I'm went there,there where no teachers in the class..wtf..its been 5 days school since the day I sign in 4 form 6(tpi aku p 2 ari ja)..ha3 xDD...there were no teachers,just stayed in da class n bubling among us...furthermore,no atendant were taken..so I decided 2 not frequently go to school...(mayb 3 days a week kot)..ha3 xDD...the school had a freak law..all male student must cut them's hair on no. 3..hellyeah..(I'll be look like mawi if I followed).. ha3 xDD...so I decided to cut my long hair 2 short..(waa..syg meh)..but not like mawi..just usual short cut...huhu xDD...adeh..I felt so hungry cause I dident had my breakfast yet..huhu..when I woke up I just on the computer n start writing 4 u all..(see how concern am I)..wkakakak xDD...hurm..not bathing n eating but had aready on9..(busuk killer prangai)..ha3 xDD..owh..almost forgotten..I'll had promise 2 syamin 2 give him a ride to library 2 grab some book n study there..(rajin nye)..ha3 xDD...ok gtg..need to bath n go out 2 find some food..(mayb had nasik kandaq n sirap bandung as breakfast kot)..ha3 xDD

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

hurm..getting bored..

huhu..what a bored night..just like the other night..just online,sms..etc..what make this things even worse...this night not many people online on myspace..ha3 xDD...hurm..just listening 2 music n try 2 follow it with guitar..huhu..just a cheap acoustic guitar(guitar cap rhythm)..ha3..it's usual cause I'm not a wealth type person..altought that guitar mayb cheap..around rm 80 to rm 90 (if I'm not mistaken cause I bought it when I'm form 4,year 2006)..( sbub mkn semut byak sgt kot)..wkakaka..so maybe had forgoten already..ha3 xDD...that guitar mayb cheap but It's sound ok to my ears..mayb after I had modified it by scrubing its bridge..(sbenarnya aku dok wat pala ja pi kikih..dah la kikih x sama tinggi)..wkakka xDD...but the things that make me mad was the string that I had bought from a music shop..the string keeps snap eventhough I had replace it repeadly..I think mayb 5 times already (hampeh tul..abeh duit aku)..ha3..but mayb I cannot blame that string 2 snap..mayb its me..I'll play that guitar 2 harsh when playing metal song..(ganeh2..brutel sih)..wkakakaka xDD...the G string 3 times n lower e string 2 times..huhu..I guest that chinese man on the music shop had already reconised me cause had repeadly saw my face asking 4 guitar string..he ask me if I want 2 buy the upper grade guitar string cause it had better quality...hurm..but its more expensive..so I decided 2 take the lower grade one..(bkn pa sep duit)..wkakakak xDD...but my action 2 save some money make me had 2 use more money..ha3..the guitar string snap again ..what a bad luck of me..ha3 xDD...

Hurm..its 5.30p.m..

I just wake up from sleep..huhu..adeh..this all cause last night fault..ha3(tido lewat pas 2 amik kak aku awai2)..huhu..this morning I woke up at 5.30a...yala to pick up my sister..(adoi...so lazy la)...but I'll pretend dident woke up when my cell phone rang up...so rather than me,my father had 2 replace me..huhu...what an evil tactical..wkakka xDD...so I continued my sleep until 6.45 a.m..then my sister woke me up..after bathing,smyang subuh..I wore my school uniform that I just bought last week with syamin,actually he bought the same design after watched me wear that cloth..ha3..(mayb I'm 2 hansome with that cloth I guest, that make him want 2 buy I't 2..wkakakka xDD)..hurm..waa..I'm felt so hungry cause I dident eat my luch yet..adoi..mayb after this I'll went 2 mamak stall 2 buy nasik kandaq...fuhh..I'ts make my stomatch 2 make sound again cause it make me remembered the aroma n taste of nasik kandaq..ha3..xDD..hurm..I guest lauk ayam n teloq gulai is enough..ha3 xDD..my favourite...ok gtg..I'll gona grab some money from father n buy nasik kandaq..wkakakak xDD..ok..if this night I'm free,I'll post again..huhu

Ha3..its my first post...xDD

Hey there,its been late n tomorow I had 2 wake up early in the morning 4 my school..fuk..its form 6 lol...ha3..fukin dam much i had 2 go 2 school again..I thought that the result spm day will b the last day I step my foot on school..ha3..I guest I'm wrong..that makes me rememberd that day..ha3..with long hair(sbenarnya x brapa panjang pun)..ha3..actualy I keep that hair on purpose..to look more like rock star n whan 2 show of 2 teachers that always get mad n want to cut my hair like ustad rosli..wkkakaka...but i guest it turn on other way..ha3...(adeh lari jauh plak dr topik..ha3)..ok2..back 2 the topic I'm going to school..hurm..actualy I dont want 2,I rather sleeping n wake up late in da morning..ha3 xDD..bad habbit I guest..(but so syok lah when do it)..ha3...Its syamin..my friend that begging me,he need a ride with me cause he got no transport 2 school that make me feel guilty if I'm not give him a ride..(see..how nice am I)..ha3..xDD..ok..its been late..dah la kna pic up my sister lak esok kul 5.30 kat stesyen bus..haih)..haiya..I tought when I get a car licence it would be more easier..but it give me more load..ha3..ok2..got to go..need 2 sleep..ha3..tomorow mayb if has time I'll post..need 2 smayang isyak first..not smayang yet..ha3 xDD..