SHE REJECTED ME!!!

Nope..she dosent sign offically the release...so,I still had the chance..huhu xDD..hurm..but now its up's 2 her decision..actualy this happened acuate long time ago(not long enough la kira agak bru la..asa2 lam 3 to 5 month ago kot)..hurm...but whatever ur decision thanx a lot to my mystery girl(I kept ur name secret)..u meant alot 2 me..knowing u were the best things that had happen in my life..u show 2 me what I never had felt in my entire life..its cool u know what I'm been felt upon u..never know I would felt like this before..damm...seriosly I said until now I can't stop thinking about u..sometimes I felt u were the most pretiest girl I met(actualy aku ada gak aku jumpa pompuan len lam idup aku yg aku rsa klo reality lae lawa dr ang...tpi cam hampeh tul..aku dok asa ang gak yg lawa..adoi..mayb aku dah buta kaler dah kot)...ha3...or mayb love that had made me blind??..huhu...sometimes when I heard ur voice I smile 4 no reason,while looking at you I can't see the others people around(ne jadi wak2 skali 2 time ang dok panggil2 aku,gilo nampak ang sorg ja org..tpi sat ja la,5 second kot)....I'm start 2 listening 2 slow song..freak man,that time I who used 2 heard a7x,cradle,atreyu...etc...metal stuff lah..ha3..suddenly had change my taste by listening 2 second serenade,plain white t...n many more..(adoi kira yg jiwang2 la..ha3)...n u always be my most priority..n sometimes when I know ur hang out with other guys I felt mad altought that guys were ur friends or mayb??..only u know the truth about this right..I'm not gona accuse u from someting ur didnt do..but the most wackiest things I've done were kept ur sms n read it over n over again(malu2..ha3..skang x wat dah la..time dulu2 nuh)..ha3..n one more I realize that I kept smiling to myself when I'm thinking of u..(ha3..those thing make me laugh when I think about it over again)..ha3 xDD..but the most best things n I'll never forget were we had a lot of in common,(are they already written or its just accidentaly??)...hurm..ok2..I'm understand..not ready??...please give me more solid reason..or mayb just give it a try??..there must be a firstime right when doing somethings in life??...like I just said..I'm not gonna force u..I'ts ur decision..so please make it wise..life must go on right..so what ever happened n what ever path u choose next u still be my best friend...hurm..eh..stop2..let move 2 another topic..ha3..(satgi others readers bengang lak keja cita sal ne jek)..wkakak xDD..weh chelsea kalah weh ngan mu libanat 2...cam sial..I guest the red satan use bomoh 2 win..ha3...adoi terry2..how do you kick...hurm..mayb the red satan had put spell on you..ha3 xDD...btw..I hate that cs ronaldo(muka cam)..wkakkaka xDD...dah la dok wat skill acah2 bley last2 x msuk..wkakka xDD...cam sial..pas2 nangeh guling2 plak cam budak2 ..wkakakak xDD...but its a fight match that had 2 bring 2 penalty kick..its ok avram..next time try harder..alex a.k.a (red satan jeneral)..wkakak xDD..tobat dok wat syok..x pa2..just go celebrate in narakka..wkakakaka xDD...